ajgonemad

I've been having issues lately. Maybe it's just my new birth control that's fucking with my emotions or something else, but whatever it is I don't feel happy anymore. Instead I feel upset, sad, angry, stressed and panicky on an almost daily basis. Something needs to change and soon or I'm just going to snap like a twig. It all feels robotic, the smiles, the laughter, the joy and confidence and self assurance. No, none of that feels really to me anymore. What does feel real is when I sit in my room by myself and try not to think of how big a fuck up I am. Or how I screwed up that day, or everything I didn't do. Beating myself up for I did or s

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It is officially my birthday and i couldn't be freakin happier about it ^.^ I'm finally 16 guys!!!!!!!!! Like, i've been here for 16 years, and it's kind of a trip and would probably freak me out if i let myself think about it.........so i won't :D I feel like dancing, and singing, and just telling everyone i've ever hated that they can kiss my happy fucking ass cause i am 16 today, and there is not a damn thing they can do that will bring me down tonight!!!!! And yes i am cussing a lot today, but i don't care i'm in such a good mood. Anywho, my little birthday rant is over now. Love you!!!!