Hidden Behind The Curtians by ajgonemad, literature
Literature
Hidden Behind The Curtians
A lie behind a smile
Joy that's paper thin
Hope as fragile as a cloud
That disappears with wind
Anger reined in tight
Never to be free
Hidden behind a bright smile
So no one will ever see
A girl's friendly glance
Her heart icy cold
Forever lying to the world
God she feels so old
Hey joy is a mask
Her smile is a lie
I'm surprised they still believe
My friends, that girl is I
Why do you keep on doing this to me
Why try to hide whats so plain to see
Why still deny what we both know is true
You still love me, and i still love you
At least, i though you felt the same
Just in the soft way you say my name
And how you hold me for a really long time
Deep in my heart i still feel like your mine
You say you'll protect me and keep me safe
You keep me warm with your tight embrace
So much time's passed, and yet nothings changed
It feels like you still love me the same
I hate the fact that i still care
I hate the fact that your still there
I hate my heart and what it knows is true
I'm still hopelessly in love with you
I tried to forget you, i tried my best
For some reason i thought you weren't like the rest
You just had to go and prove me wrong
And yet i still love you after so long
I wish this could all just go away
I wish we still had one more day
I wish i didn't still love you so
I wish you didn't want to go
This is for those who gave their lives
And for those who unwillingly died
I salute your loss on this day
The memory of you won't fade away
The Twin Towers crashed and burned
And its a lesson most harshly learned
Its something our world wont soon forget
Those deathes are something we all regret
I wanna give you a hug and squeeze you tight
I wanna shove you away with all my might
I wanna hold you close and never let go
I want you to suffer like i did so
I want to give you things and show my love
I want lightening to strike you from up above
I want you so badly i can barely breathe
But i won't take you cause i know you'd just leave
You took my heart, you took my soul
In their place there is a hole
What once was bright now is dull
Loving you took such a toll
And even after you left me here
My eyes still search to see if you're near
And against all logic, your still so dear
The power of feelings is something to fear
You don't care but i still do
You don't love me but i love you
And there's nothing i can do
I can't deny what i know is true
Damn my feelings, damn my heart
I wish they were still in the dark
Then maybe i could hide the mark
You left when you ripped me apart